Caroline Flack's family release unseen Instagram post
Caroline Flack's family have released an unpublished Instagram post the former Love Island star composed before she passed away.
In the message, the 40-year-old wrote how "within 24 hours my whole world and future was swept under my feet" following her arrest for assaulting her boyfriend last year.
The TV presenter was found dead in her London flat on Saturday by her father after ending her life.
Prior to her passing, Caroline was advised not to publish the lengthy Instagram post, but her family have now decided to share in in the Eastern Daily Press.In the post, she says:
"For a lot of people, being arrested for common assault is an extreme way to have some sort of spiritual awakening but for me it's become the normal.
"I've been pressing the snooze button on many stresses in my life - for my whole life.
"I've accepted shame and toxic opinions on my life for over 10 years and yet told myself it's all part of my job. No complaining.
"The problem with brushing things under the carpet is.... they are still there and one day someone is going to lift that carpet up and all you are going to feel is shame and embarrassment.
"On December the 12th 2019 I was arrested for common assault on my boyfriend...
"Within 24 hours my whole world and future was swept from under my feet and all the walls that I had taken so long to build around me, collapsed.
"I am suddenly on a different kind of stage and everyone is watching it happen.
"I have always taken responsibility for what happened that night. Even on the night. But the truth is .... It was an accident.
"I've been having some sort of emotional breakdown for a very long time.
"But I am NOT a domestic abuser. We had an argument and an accident happened. An accident.
"The blood that someone SOLD to a newspaper was MY blood and that was something very sad and very personal.
"The reason I am talking today is because my family can't take anymore.
"I've lost my job. My home. My ability to speak. And the truth has been taken out of my hands and used as entertainment.
"I can't spend every day hidden away being told not to say or speak to anyone.
"I'm so sorry to my family for what I have brought upon them and for what my friends have had to go through.
"I'm not thinking about 'how I'm going to get my career back'. I'm thinking about how I'm going to get mine and my family's life back.
"I can't say anymore than that."
It hasn't been confirmed when Caroline wrote the message.
It comes just hours before the inquest into her death is set to open at at Poplar Coroner's Court.
Flack pleaded not guilty and her sports coach boyfriend always maintained her innocence.
Caroline's mother, Chris, told the newspaper how Caroline wanted her voice to be heard.
She said: "Carrie sent me this message at the end of January but was told not to post it by advisers, but she so wanted to have her little voice heard.
"So many untruths were out there, but this is how she felt, and my family and I would like people to read her own words."
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